My spiritual journey

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yeah the thing is like uh how did I came into the mahavidya uh I mean mahavidya sadhana or this particular tradition is uh it's basically my grandparents and Grand grandparents are responsible for that why because uh if we look into Kerala there is uh a particular a separate sect which is called ganaka so what they do is like they are a kind of traditional astrologers like you know fortune tellers uh and also the people those who works with the medicines and uh things like that basically Aura and Sanskrit also but the here what happens is that uh this particular sect is not very much uh uh kind of brahmanical thing like you know there is no I mean if we look into the uh Indian in in a greater way we could see there was uh untouchability is being practiced greatly in mostly in Cara like you know Swami vianda was saying that the Kerala is something a sort of you know a House of M people like you know because they are all very much into untouchability so if we look into this particular tradition like you know especially this particular sect is not not been uh preaching the untouchability stuff and uh rather than that they were they were the people um in India uh I mean in the South India uh um teaching the Sanskrit to the lower cast people uh I mean the too much of lower like you know educational people they were teaching the educations and things like that whatever they were not able to understand related to the holy test so-called vas these things they were teaching so this was uh my set basically so okay the when we look into this uh in my house uh like you know my grand grandparents was having one Temple uh basically it has been um given to the Dali I inan in in local language it has been known as uh uh vak cha I mean in the Malayalam language but it is basically the Dali which has been there and if we look into my grandmother like you know when I'm very young people used to come to her like for healing and uh they used to get uh dreams in night and how to heal from that and things like that so she gives a a certain kind of mantras and uh you know certain ashes and uh things like that and salt also so with usage of these these peoples were used to get cured from this when I when I was uh very young age I looked into this with a greater curiosity how does the all these things are working and when I grew up like you know because I got a radical mind and mostly a logical mind I started to think that that whether this is because of you know mostly because um a kind of psychological treatment maybe you know because people will feel psychologically uplifted over here and things like that uh when they come and contact with the kind of heers and uh you know generally people will feel they they a little bit uplifted and they feel little bit better I thought it might be a psychological adoption like you know so when I started to study in this particular life I started to study the books in the psychology like you know k j and there are lot of Western people those who if we look into the psychology Eastern peoples were not generally not that much interested in the psychology uh because the most of the things they they are mostly interested in philosophy like and things like that correct so this is what the E people interested but when we want to study about the mind we have to go to the W those are the people who mostly studied about the uh psychology and [ __ ] and stuff then later part I have realized One S truth that the mind is something which is not existing so what so then the the healing is not actually psychological because my they wrote an entire thing about this stuff which is actually really not existing so there is something which is actually causing the mind to be manifested because mind also uh the collection of the intellect which we get on the journey uh so there is something which will actually cause the mind also to be manifest so what was that and I I got interested into these studies uh then when I was uh going to schools and colleges I the the studies got more intensified and I studied Western esoterism like there is Alchemist and like mostly you know the the book which is talking about The Alchemist is Pao Alchemist so we can get an overview of the how the wone esoterism is been working and so there people believe there is philosopher stone and even the latest post podcast which you can go through my channel and find like you know we have discussed greatly in about the beliefs and I mean the conspiracies believing in the Western People basically about the UFO and the uh reptiles and you know there is a space Shing reptiles and the shape shifting reptiles that could be from the another dimensions and things like that these kind of sort of things like you know the reality the reality how how does the reality looks like so I went to somewhere called n gura here I found somebody called nadaraj Guru and his disciples I I I mean when I went to the gururu was not there he was already but some this disciples was there and some of his books where he tried to unite the wisdom of East with the west and you know the so he formed a concept called East West University of Brahma viya uh basically what it does is like here his entire idea whether he was able to find out uh uh some sort of relation between the East and West so in that sort like you know I studied his teachings and his books and uh I spoken to his disciples uh those who were uh too close to him while he was alive and uh he actually comes from a lineage called narana Guru and uh this has been in shagiri and these peoples went to Mar Papa and for the inter religious conference there and uh I think Mara is going to come in next month to Kerala from the for the for whatever they have did based on that um and um um so after studying all these concept like you know about the nataja guru and things like that I understood there is something called the samadi is existing like uh there is the states of mind like you know Jagr snam suup and samadi and there is a place where we can go and get uh samadi experience which is beyond death birth and rebirth uh which people's I mean the uh ancient books talks as like you know the I mean scriptures talks as the state of Nirvana and uh on this light I looked into the Vic astrology and what does it means like when I was very from very young age also I have ability to predict basically what what is going to happen and how it's been happening all these things is possible how uh so most of my predictions comes true in later stage and also there has a lot of incidents has been happened in my journey of prediction because when I was Consulting uh two sisters they were from the Poland basically and I was drawing the card uh for them and uh they are twins identical twins basically so the cards which are coming out identically similar like you know the the things the cards are coming for each person is very much similar so the these the these are quite interesting stuffs which has been happened then I been to I I I I was in a traveling uh like you know I went to Nepal uh where the uh white tara yogini white tara she was residing in one asham I went there and studied her philosophy her experiences and the interesting thing which has been happened when I was in the asham there was one of my friend she is from Italy and she took the picture of the yogini and the the in camera we can see that there is a subtle body behind her photo like you know there is there is a a kind of Ray AA and she's she's also from she's she's she's from a scientific community and she took this and she was showing me and what was the explanation and we we were scratched our head we were not able to figure out why it has been happened uh then after that I went to um uh rtech Monastery which is into sikim and here I came across a lot of teachings in the Buddhism basically this particular place where the uh Tibetan tantric uh things is been practiced and there you can see the uh Tara the Tara Green Tara red Tara white tara these kind of 21 Tas 21 taras in the uh Buddhist concept and there is a temple which is been dedicated to Bava and the herbs also is been offered to Bava like you know the uh alcohol is been offered to Bava and I I found out there there is in the it's not just alcohol is been offering to Bava there is also alterations is been happen that can induce the sort of immortality in human beings like that is called s the drinks which has been speaking TT a lot like you know with the dasas and things like that so this was quite interesting experience I have spent almost one month in uh this particular Monastery and I had uh interviewed one m and uh put that uh particular uh podcast in my um uh YouTube channel yeah there uh we can we are talking about the uh you know the tantric Buddhism and the why the importance of the guru is very much important if we are walking in this particular path and things like that then after that in the certain part of um orisa there black magic is been practiced like it's it's it's also related to the tantric wisdom like you know uh the there is a museum of black magic is been existing in a place called mayong so there we can see the lot of black magic stuffs and what they say it's as a black magic it's basically an occult which can actually transcent the reality which we can we are actually experiencing it can induce the state of uh uh uh radical change in the reality I mean we called us Maya so the Maya can be easily Ben and it can be uh indu uh some sort of uh you know it can we can actually Flex the reality so there are some medicines and the mantras is been used and the interesting thing is that all this is been associated with the uh mahavidyas in one form or another form whether it will be Tara or it will be Kali it can be shorty it can yeah so the all these things and when I went to the uh kamaka Temple there we can see the 10 tandri goddess's Temple after all this I went to the kamaka temple so where I could actually relate all these stuffs why it has been happening here like even there the interesting thing we can see is that the animals that is I mean every day the animal sacrifice will happen in the kamak temple in all the temple temple there is every day happens the animals not at all scared it is like you know I am going to die first I am going to die first like that they are my God so so they are very much eager to you know sacrifice their Liv themselves something like that yeah they are very much eer to I mean how how is that possible uh why do you think that is possible I mean is it happens CH in the psychology or something I feel like um you know when you sacrifice yourself towards the gods is like you know the thing what is happening here is like you will get direct connect to the Brahman or the absolute like you know so the you will come out from the cycle of birth death and rebirth and get United with the absolute so the animals they feel it like you know in that place they feel it and they feel like giving sacrifice there um I so this so basically they they V for that salvation thing and ultim think is as a Moka M so they also feel it internally they also feel it internally that's why I feel like they like to get sacrificed over there so this all comes into mahavidya sadhana so that is where I realized this has particular effect on the U subtle reality I mean the hear what we are living and it can also can give an effect on uh here after as well like you know you can get everything over here and from here after also you can get everything I mean we really don't know what happens after the death like nobody came out from the death and told like this is how it's been but correct yeah some clue we can get so this is this is where I got into this is this is my entire my entire spiritual journey which is about the mahavidyas where I come into mahavidyas and uh you know uh I studied the astrology and uh the interesting fact is that the in Kerala these peop were practicing astrology maybe like you know thousands of years ago itself like if we study this history it is uh um it has been uh practicing there uh from thousands of years and it can be mostly it should be from the um you know the uh Tamil Tamil uh uh tamilan history because uh uh the Rishi which we can find in our other people's houses like uh it's uh uh karik uh you know the people's believe is the son of the Shiva and things like that he he is actually murugan yes yeah Kik he is basically a Rishi he he found the astrology and he has a lot of knowledge about the um um the um I mean the the transcendental uh um aspect science Sciences basically so so this is all about my journey yes yeah