Candid With Bhagi

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Yeah. Okay. Uh, so you've been doing the podcast from how long. So it's been an year actually. I think completely one one and a half year. It was quite a journey you know. I I used to run a coffee shop um in Hyderabad.

Mhm. Uh where I used to invite some guests and also interview them. It was a I called it real conversation back in 2018. So my interviewing journey started from 2018 from my coffee shop. Uh but on Spotify one and a half year back actually more mhm into it now by now but since 2018 um you know I would interview people. I worked for a YouTube channel called coffee in a chai cup. Mhm. So mostly I would interview celebrities and local artists, you know, um tattoo artists, underground, anyone who had a beautiful story to share, you know, I was always uh interested in bringing the true narrative of any human that came my way, I guess. Mhm. Yeah. Mhm. So the one and a half year actually. So, how many podcast you've been done so far?

I think 150. I think 150 podcast in the in the coffee and chai cup or uh just in your uh No, no, in in my uh it's called Candid with Bagi. My podcast is on Spotify under the name of Candid with Bagi, I think.

Uh-huh. Yeah. That that is the that is the podcast which I actually uh came across. 100 plus narratives. Yeah. The 100 narratives. 100 plus actually. Mhm. So the thing is like the coffee uh what was the another podcast name you have said? Coffee in a chai cup. That's a YouTube channel. Mhm. So I my friends actually yeah I didn't came across that particular thing basically.

Uh so the candid with the bhagi is the one which I have actually came across you know. Thank you. I just want candid with baggy to spread because that's totally me. Yeah. Yeah. So uh how was your podcast journey? What uh what are you looking into in the candid with the bhagi? Uh what exactly you want to achieve through that?

So my journey is basically from it you know I did my engineering then I did my uh SAP certification. I was a little techy as much as I was into sales, I was into IT sales and I was in the IT world. In 2018, uh my journey totally tilted, you know, from it to art. Mhm. I didn't expect this at all at all. It's it's magic actually. You know how I started this coffee shop and somehow the coffee shop started attracting a lot of local artists. Mhm. local artists who would come and cocreate some events with me.

So, you know, a lot of artists, actors, belly dancers, the drag queens, you know, we were very inclusive for LGBT. There's a lot of energy at my cafe especially. So it made me start a community for artists called humans of Nirvana. I run an art community called humans of Nirvana. So these are the real humans who I met who I met physically through my coffee shop and the events and the interviews in the last five six years journey whoever I met right. Mhm.

So my main intention I guess by now is to spread love and unconditional love and promote creative entrepreneurs and artists. Somehow um you know like they say that artists are broke you know they dwell in a lot of dark space. The energy of Mahakali I believe Mahakali resides in every artist you know that's my connection towards art especially because when I was when I was in total I don't want to use the word depression I would say void or little confusion when uh I lost everything when I lost my business my job my father when I was in the space of void right when I was absolutely had thing. Mhm. That's when and also lockdown right when the world paused.

Mhm. I started painting and you know I started abs painting my walls you know basically I started holding my a brush in in late right. So now from that journey from rediscovering yourself from being an IT employee or a sweet daughter or you know from nothingness I started painting again um what I'm trying to say I guess is um for me mhm it was quite a journey to understand myself right when the minute I tapped into my dark space and my potential strength Friends, I discovered a brilliant a bright artist in and that's me why they are called you know God's favorite children things like that you know what I mean from so I I feel a lot for artists basically and I believe art can change the world better than politics So I have to give it to the artist in me while understanding myself. Mhm. In that process I started connecting to the artist in the people I meet in general. So I owe it to I owe it to the journey and the discovery of I think artists are very powerful men. I I genuinely feel there's a lot of magic that resides inside their soul. I think not just inside every human but just learn it through you know so right now on that note I have couple of art of you know the abstract you know I I I believe in abstract because I I'm too broad I I can't um somehow anyway no explanation to that I'm an abstract artist and this is how my artist by now you there's some mythology and some you know it's I just did it today a lot of my inspiration is Mahakali she's my favorite right so I want to spread the essence of Mahakali I want to spread the essence of an artist that's I'm and I want to emphasize on magic as much as As much as I believe in logic too, I think by now I believe in the balance between logic and magic. It's absolutely the balance. Mhm. That's what I was saying. What the the the paintings which I can see on your background is been done by you.

Yeah. Yeah. That's also by me. I um got a little serious you know and then lot of paintings I just paint like two three every day. Mhm. Very original. I don't believe in perfection at all. Mhm. It's perfect. So are we. And my art is also very abstract. And yeah, it's done by me. That's um and what is the best part is I don't have a reference you know I just flow it's absolutely flow of energy and what really intrigues me is the output because I don't know this is my book actually I wrote this particular book you see the wow wow wow the cover of this is cosmic engineering yeah yeah yeah this is my first book beautiful cosmic and orgasmic contum.

What does that mean? The word continum. Orgasm continuum. My god. The triangle is the meaning. What is that? Yeah. What is the meaning of that? Uh what is the meaning of continum? Continum. Continum. Uh it's like uinum.

Okay. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Continuum. So the when I'm seeing Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yes. So when I'm seeing the triangle on your background like you know so the the immediate thing which I related with is the cover of my book you know.

I believe nothing is coincidental. It's just the frequency match. The people that you meet are abs you know as a kid I used to be very impatient. you I used to you know I'm a I'm a core Sagittarian we're very adventurous and you know me being me I was very impatient but somehow in over a period of time after a lot of understanding about uh heartbreaks expectations assumptions all of that disappointments I somehow developed patience you know I believe a lot in divine timing I emphasize a lot on divine timing. Right now we try to set the zoom and the other app that you sent me the link last half an hour we were struggling struggling.

Mhm. And you know I don't know at what point it started working right and I believe in that particular [Music] moment you know intention is there but sometimes things don't happen. You know what I mean? Intention is there but there's a delay and a lag in the things that you want from small thing to big thing. Mhm. But somehow if you trust the process and I'm in a self-sacrifice surrender mode, I'm in OSHAS as well. By the way, I'm a tantrica. I believe in yantra, mantra, tantra equally. But uh tantra is an ocean. You know, all this divine wisdom, knowledge is like ocean. I I'm tapping into all of that. I can say at least I'm in I'm initiated into understanding about you know understanding yantra mantra tantra yantra always had the shriantra on my hand somehow it came to me and you see the triangles there's a lot of triangles actually in my body there's a lot of triangle you know it just came to me none of it is planned right so I forgot our basic conversation but what I'm trying to say is yeah every person that we meet is part of it's meant to be I'm sold there's no confusion there is no question right so the minute that you got in touch with me also there's some alignment I think this triangle some Mhm.

more invisible space a lot and I love the you know quantum physics and the invisible things and the mystery and mystic all of this I believe I was actually judged back in the day when I now the social media and there's a lot of awareness about energy frequency and all of this but back in the day I remember I was get I was separated I'm I'm divorced once Mhm. And obviously you can imagine a 24 year old uh woman or a girl going through divorce and all of that is definitely a down phase downfall and uh and a little the space is not happy you know what I mean. Mhm. Mhm. In 2011 or 12, I ran into some people, you know, and then I got initiated into some kind of meditation and the spiritual talks. All of that was happening when I was talking about energy and frequency. My very good friends also thought I went mad.

They thought Shney is gone. She's talking some energy and all. I think she's gone mad. Mhm. So since then I stopped talking and expressing but the spirituality whatever I had my understanding was for myself and after so many years I'm so happy to connect with people like you who understand the process who understand the magic who understand energy in general. What else can I say?

Mhm. So the basically uh you are trying to express your own self through the uh art which you do right like this is what you are trying to do like you know for example that's how the art the the abstract things are coming to you like uh from where it is like so that no clue it's just the flow but one thing I don't want to sound so mystical also frankly I'm very drawn to uh I'm very drawn to temple temples the temple uh jewelry to patterns I observe a lot of um uh I observe a lot of patterns outside temples the you know the patterns and the sculptures and I'm very drawn to that area patterns I like spirals I like nature some of How what I've understood is the the primal quality of an artist is to flow. Mhm.

Mhm. You know. Mhm. If you ask me to define what an artist is, who an artist is, someone who can surrender to the spontaneity of life. Mhm. You know what I mean? Mhm. just the spontaneity of life and and to observe the magic in the moment.

So once I start painting or when or even talking or even interviewing right my existence it it became very artsy because there is no pattern. There is an invisible structure for sure. I've been lying if I say there's no structure.

Somehow my structure is invisible because I come from an IT background. I do understand technology. I understand Excel sheets. I understand formula. Mhm. I understand um you know the process. Learn all of that and go blank. Mhm. I just dump all the colors first. I play I play I I fear I have no fear flowing you know because my aim is not to become perfect or to make an art which looks perfect or which is very impressive you know people sometimes ask me hey what is that I don't understand my answer would be even I don't understand it is what it is it is what it is you know there there's no there's no like the art behind USC See the goddess beautiful but there's no face there's no features right it's all so why the face is not there what I do is like there a mirror will be placed you know mhm so when you look into that particular piece of the art you will see your own face wow beautiful so it's not like that's amazing there is not a face I mean goddess doesn't have Yeah. Yes. Right.

Yeah. Wow. It's You seem to be very interesting too. Your profile. You're into tea. You're into tantra. You're into podcast. All of this. This is the logo of my team. Oh. Oh my god. Yeah. We are very very very similar. Yes. This is the packet. This is how it looks like. I can send you the packet actually. Guys, you've been uh doing the uh cafe. How is the cafe going on? Brand you have you? No, no. Uh so my cafe unfortunately um I started business with my childhood friend you know against a lot of people's will and I had to shut it down actually uh I ran it for two years 2018 till 20. Mhm. And I had to shut it down because I ran a legal case with my business partner.

But it was also called Nirvana. So my brand name is called Nirvana. A lot of people in Hyderabad recognize me as Nirvana more than BI you know. So you know like they say great things have an ending and validity you know. It did great. The coffee shop gave me a lot of fame and name and all of that but um it had to end. But the fire inside me the the nirvana the essence of nirvana can never be dead. So after I took people to Gangotri, Rishies, I did farm events, bonfire, I conduct a lot of events around food, art and music and travel. Now yeah, I mean yeah even now I do um I do informal networking events for artists and entrepreneurs. Even now every 15 20 days I do an event where I bring like-minded people and connect you know there's a entrepreneur circle we all exchange ideas to connect collaborate and co-create I believe that you can't grow alone right the power if you meditate with another person doubles and multiplies so maybe you can conduct conduct a tea ceremony basically my tea has there is six hours. So one is blue tea and another one is hibispus then another one is uh uh leongrass then power and there are six different te in a packet. So basically the blue tea that is actually will give you the lucid dreams. You understand the power of lucid dreams? No, when you dream you can go into your own dreams and you can control what is happening on your dream of so this is called I understand. Yeah. So this is called lucid dream. So the blue tea this is herbal product that can if you keep on drinking it can give you um lucid dreaming. Then I have a tea called um you know the ru uh it's basically it's a herbs it's a sacred herbs from the uh some of the tribes which they are using for the truth. So this is basically it will give you uh deep moi component components basically uh this is not a psychic basically because it is been used before the ayaska ceremony that is also again a tool. Um so these are the te which I sell like you know so these te can give you lot of uh maybe beautiful maybe I can send you one packet also though like you know you can try please send me one packet I can try and I'm going to promote it in my event and I can make some people try and get whoever when I come to Bangalore you You are right now talking to me from Bangalore right? No, right now I'm talking. Are you in Bangalore right now? No, no, no.

I'm in Kerala right now. I'll come to Bangalore maybe. Oh my god. I have a garden here in Kerala. So this is like you know the which which part in Kerala? It is like Tiki. So what what it is like you know uh you know about the uh nakhatras there are 27 nakhatras. So what I do is like I made a place where the 27 plants each plants are associated with the one one natur so I created a garden like you know so people can so it's like that and so one and so one plantation so this is a sacred garden so I generally do that bless you had I known that you are in Kerala had you connected with me exactly one day back I would have met you while I was in Kerala you know for everything there is a time and it's so be there's a time there's a time and it's so beautiful 27 nakhatra and 27 plant oh my it's intense what you're doing is so sick secret. Wow. Wow. Yeah. And um so I will show you the TE's basically.

Um you know, okay. So we have distributed it to uh some people. I'll share this. So this is uh something like You know this is the tea. This is the blue tea and uh you know this is the uh this this tea is basically the leongrass. So that is good for the digestions and stuffs like that and uh you know this is this is blue tea this color you know. So this is from the uh a blue pea basically. So this if you drink it enough like you know it can give dreams and stuffs like that is the tea.

So this we've been uh distributing it in the this is hibiscus. So this comes really good uh uh red color. It will actually help you to develop your heart and uh you know and blood and stuffs like that. Yeah. It will give you a lot of energy. Yeah. So this is the hibiscus.

This is tullesi that is for immunity. It will give immunity. Uh so if you go through this uh and this is also blue tea. So this is how it will look like you know you can better look. Wow. Wow. Yeah. So if you color Yeah. If you put a little lemon into that it will actually turn into pink you know and uh that will be different color like you know basically there is different sort of tea ceremonies can be done uh with this particular thing.

Yeah we can it's beautiful. Yeah the blue turns pink if you add lemon you're saying yeah yes yes. Wow. Wow. Wow. How do I stop? Amazing. Please send me the sample. Yes. Yes. Yes. How do I stop the uh um you know after my IT career which ended in 2018, I have not been using technology.

I hate technology. I'm against AI frankly. But people might hate me for this. But everyone has a role role in the world. Yeah. Anyway like you know um so I like it I write code and things like that. Uh right now also like you know so basically when we talking about your tattoo where and all you got tattoos like I have my first like some hands. I have one on my belly. You can see one on my chest and my hand and I have one on my finger. Uh, but I want to have one snake on my spine. I love snakes. I want one snake tattoo on my back. Hopefully soon.

Not many, actually. Maybe six or seven, but I want to get more. Some of my uh tattoos are hand poked. They're not machined. They're all hand poked. Not all. Some are hand poked. Yeah. Can you show one? I have snake.

Yeah. Hey, this is the snake. So the you like it's a snake is the symbol of kundalini also like you know. Yeah I was scared but to me what really moves what really moves me about snake is that it had it has to shed its skill right every year. Mhm. or and it's not an easy process, you know, to let go of your own skin and if it doesn't shed the skin, it's going to die. Mhm. Yeah. So, the process of shedding its own skin. Mhm. And uh for me it's very intense because I I I think we all should also transformation is the only only way to yeah the the it is like the snake is like a reptilian. Uh so what happen?

Hello something. So the snake is a sort of reptilian. So what it does is like uh uh its exoskeleton won't grow with its body. So what happens is that it has to shed their exoskeleton in order to grow its own self. So the not only that snake is the symbol of mythology and mysticism and also the power of kundalini. Uh why it is because you know um um the snake while making laugh uh you know the snake can touch each and every part of the body. So that is uh that is why it has been uh um you know it is not possible uh to other animals to have such a deep intimacy you know uh and also you know there are nhatras which we've been speaking about 27 nhatras so when we unveil the secret like you know my uh uh my spiritual animal according to the vic astrologies is a serpent. So that's why I'm uh you know so the mystical powers will be more in uh these sort of things like when we look into the planetary position in our chart and the animals and things like that maybe I can read your chart letter maybe after this podcast possible I don't know I would love to know that please I'll offline or not maybe on the interview but um I'll I'll I'll give you my star earth time all of that I would love to please thank you thank you and uh when we are talking about the tattoo I will show you something um yeah here so you see the tattoo this.

Yeah, I need this. It looks like you went uh uh into a lot of uh lifetimes in the same lifetime. I see you also in a very different versions and right now you're more sorted. I don't I just you give me that vibe of you've seen a lot and tried a lot of phases in life.

See um come on. Don't know why it is working like this. Want to show you divine timing. What is that? I said the divine timing whatever the universe has to show only will show whatever it's it doesn't work other way around of course. Yes like this one I want to show you. Yeah.

See the body you look like you know you want to do tattoos like this. I'm just trying to Are we on the right screen? Yeah. Yeah. I need to I need to zoom it. It's too blurry in the screen. You can send me.

Yeah. So the body uh you know the tattoos basically uh when uh I mean I have seen when we are talking about the tattooples who are with the tattoos basically so she's one among them like you know she has a lot of tattoos on the body and also you know the head hunters in the um Nagaland so there is a kind of tribe those live in the Nagaland So what they does is like uh they kill uh people's from another tribe and they get the head of that particular person and cook it and uh keep it in front of their uh house like you know. So this is this is it this is called um morong basically. So it's an tribal institution. So different tribes has different morons and uh they get the head of the uh person from another tribe uh when a fight or something is happening and they keep it there and uh uh you know uh each head they cut they will get a tattoo on their face.

So I had with them I been there uh in Nagaland and uh it's in Moong village. So it's basically the border town between the India and uh um Myanmar. Uh so previously it has been known as Burma and the people's over there they had dual citizens.

So I went there and I had interview with one person there. So that you can find in my uh um you know uh interview list basically. I will. So that is that is one of the important thing. Oh wow. Wow. Wow.

You interviewed such interesting people. Wow. Yeah. That's which means that you are also an it's amazing. Yeah I am. I am I I I have to agree I'm very yeah people don't usually understand like even I you know they ask what do I do sometimes I can't answer that because you're just living and flowing and exploring unlearning it is the idea is to cocreate meet people right? Mhm. Mhm. for profession what do you do for a living is is a actual question but what do you do when someone asks me what do you do I get anxiety you know because it's I don't know it's so unknown you just do whatever you feel like you know it's as simple as that but yeah but it is really nice connecting with you Aron we'll we'll stay connected do you have any more questions for you for me uh the thing is like these are the things which is reminding me when we were because I I think what is that?

Yeah. Speaking about when we are talking about the tattoos. Sorry I lost. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Can you hear me? Yeah. Yeah. So when we are speaking about tattoo these are the things which comes to my mind. So when uh you did approximately 150 episode uh so what would be the interesting episode like you know something which uh because when we do the uh podcasting the same thing which we are actually understanding more and in detailed about the person which we were interviewing and uh it's is is uh I mean it's a dual learning they are also learning something from us and we are also learning something from them.

So in that particular understanding you know which one is the interesting podcast which you did like you know what can you talk about that? Yeah. So as you said, everybody who walked into my podcast taught me something and I think in in return the energy exchange for them was good. But particularly I like three. One is Ravi Manta. He's a holistic healer, farmer and entrepreneur and a billionaire. He's a combination of absolute logic and magic. We spoke about Bhagat Gita. a lot of broad spiritual things to also you know logic materialistic stuff too. Ravi Manta that's one. Two is there's one amazing episode about her a lot. What is the episode number? Uh she's from Bangalore. She's um I don't remember but I'll share the link. If you type Ravi Manta Candid with Bagi on Spotify, you'll find. Okay. Okay. We can keep that. Second is Anusha Suresh. Anusha, you know, she's uh yeah, I'll share some links. And one more traveling tantrica, my my tantra teacher who I got initiated when I was in Dar. Mhm.

She lives in Goa, right? and her narrative was also amazing. Some of this in the material world on earth but my heart and soul is in spiritual world. I I tend to go very deeper with topics around spirituality but everybody can't connect to that. So I dilute it to some comedy and and make it some little funny and It's a balance right because you are able to understand kalini and these things and how many people and not many people right so but healing and tantra and these are the narratives I love I'll share the so but every narrative is very unique for sure yeah so how was your tantric awakening journey and what was the discussion in this second podcast which you are talking about the uh tandria.

Yeah. Yeah. So my Oh, sorry. It got stuck. Yeah. Hear me? Yeah. Yeah, I can hear you. Can you hear me? Yes. Yes. Yes. Yeah. So for to me you know mantras I know because I'm born in a Telugu Brahman family I understand I understood mantra yantra is something also I understood because body and cosmos yantra also I understand tantra I was very confused with the word tantra why Because people started diluting that word with tantric sex and something silly. Tantra understanding of the word tantra for me is the process and structure and the technology. Everything has its own process right that's tantra.

So there was one time I was feeling so sad physically you know I had my uh you know I had my period going for 15 20 I thought I was going to die that I should just take off to mountains. Mhm. You know, I wanted to go to mountain and that's why my friend shared this creative called Osho Tantra workshop in Mirik near Darling. Mhm.

I didn't think I am not a person who does a lot of research. I hate planning you know because once you for you Mhm. you surrender you know. So then I took off to Darling with my person there called Swami Ganga. Mhm. who is 70 year old man who lives in Kajo. Mhm. Who was a guide for Osho himself. Mhm. He traveled with Osho building communes back in the day and he has a lot of following across the globe. His name is Swami Ganga. So I was an atheist at one point Arun. I never believed in temples and people and pujaris and all. I had bad experiences.

So I hate I don't trust human beings as much as I trust animals. I can trust a snake but I don't trust animals you know humans sorry. So I take I'm taking my time to trust humans because they they broke my trust and a lot of experiences and all of that. So the minute I saw Swami Ganga a lot of people around him I thought who is he?

Why is why is everybody behind him? I like really understand why people are so crazy about another human like that. Mhm. But you'll not believe uh they call this praano what do you call they start talking during my during my time in darling swami Ganga was just I we were just learning basic yoga asas and things some workshops were happening swami Ganga just walked in and then he he just I don't remember exactly what he spoke mhm the minute he started talking Mhm. I felt that all the piled up questions that I had in the last four or five years were all answered. Mhm. You know sometimes it happens you don't ask anybody question you come across them.

Mhm. And you know, you feel that, oh my god, I had to hear this. All the question personal that Google cannot answer them. Mhm. You know, and then when Swami Gandha started talking, I started crying for like 4 hours. Like it was embarrassing, you know. Mhm. One full day like I was like crying. It's called release. No, they I was releasing and releasing and then I was like who is this man like why am so connected with him you know he knew he was around me I felt goosebumps and that connection you know. Mhm. So for me osho through Swami Ganga I would say and the community of these people and he he saw my he asked me your name is BI like yeah he told me oh my god you're so powerful you're so powerful you're a tantrica he said I'm like he saw the shri chakra and said you're a tantrica that time I didn't even know what tantrica was frankly I'm like why is he calling me tantrica someone such a big you know wise man and then Um then next 2 three days I spent more time with him.

I interviewed him. So this is all whatever has happened in my life. Mhm. Is a realization in the moment. There is no textbook or I hate technology whatever is happening to me is a reflection of my life as it is. you know so Tantra and Osho came into my life through Swami Ganga and he lives in Kajuroho I'm meeting him this year I'm planning to go to Kajuroho and meet him actually yeah that's a brief and then in the trip he initiated me usually that mala that they do initiation and all of that no my osho name is called bima they gave me that mala and did all the ritual instantly usually they take their time in uh welcoming people into the tribe. But I think I was part of them very instantly because the energy it's just you know the energy was so beautiful. Yeah. It was a it's it's a beautiful memory for me the entire trip to Darling and meeting Swami Ganga knowing about the story you said and uh this beautiful so this particular podcast is about uh your initiation uh or uh your journey what is the story of that particular podcast. The second podcast I the second one so in all my narratives I try to enhance the first time I'm interviewing a lot I don't talk more about me because I I'm very shy and I I don't uh I think I'm very grounded.

I get the stupid quality from my dead father wherever he is. We don't like to brag. We want to keep it simple and basic and I'm very shy bragging about myself you know I underestimate myself you know all of that. So my all my narratives are about the person who I'm interviewing mostly what business they are into what services like if I were if I were to interview Arun right if I were to interview you Mhm. I'll talk about your journey. When did you start the tea? Marketing it sales because I'm a saleserson. I always look for profits and business. I'm always on money.

You know I the casual conversation as much and I try to enhance their brand or the product or the service or whatever they do. I try to enhance that quality more. Yeah, that's that's it comes to me naturally because I've been in marketing and sales. Mhm. So the second podcast if we look into the story of the second podcast in which you've been talking I mean you he is talking about uh uh his life story. What is that people's if uh Swami Ganga now Swami Ganga was like a two three minutes uh interview which I posted on my Instagram. It's not on Spotify. Mhm. But um I just asked him I'm very curious. I emphasize a lot on philosophy. I met Kapil Dave, I met some Kiran Bi, some significant people I meet know they'll not give you one hour. Mhm.

You know what I mean? They'll give you few minutes. Mhm. So I try to get lessons of their field. What do you want to do? What do you want to tell the world? you know I try to I think Swami Ganga spoke well I don't remember the context exactly but I remember the cricketer couple when I asked him his philosophy Mhm. Um it was very profound what he told me actually.

You know what he told me? I I I follow this a lot. Mhm. He told me wherever you are be there. Mhm. It's so simple but so profound. You can't be here with Arun and keep thinking about my next podcast or my previous podcast or what I want to do after the podcast. Mhm. You know what I mean?

He said, "Wherever you are, be there. Give 100 there." Mhm. Mhm. I loved it. He was like, "Usually we sit here and think about something else." Mhm. You're with someone, you go on a date with some boy or a girl and you know, so what couple they have told me was extremely profound. I thought he just told me wherever you are, you are be there. I'm like, "Wow, wow, wow. This is what I needed to hear.

I just want to pursue there. We have spoken about two podcast. One is uh uh Hello. Yeah, I'm here. Yeah. Uh so we have spoken about two podcast which you have did. One is with this Tantric Swami and another one is with uh one Bhagawat Gita and you've been speaking about the third podcast. What was the content context of that particular podcast? The third one no Tantria the traveling Tantria her name is Tasnim. Mhm. So she basically spoke a lot about cosmic orgasm and how uh and how normal humans who are not so evolved maybe I want to use the word evolved vision perceive orgasm to be like a you know a shady thing or a taboo thing and things. She spoke about sensuality and orgasm and how tantra helps you you know evolve and the methodologies and that is the subject the subject is around that how some men talking about sex is so taboo how and they don't understand orgasm a lot about you know all of this. Yeah. Even Anusha Anushia also spoke about the same subject. Mhm. And uh healing through this Anushia Suresh she is also healing.

She's again she's into I'm not able to exactly remember the techniques that she does but she's also a healer. She's spiritual. one of the one of the best narrators. I'm going to share the links. Anusha sur Ravi Manta and Tasi. These are the three things I mentioned.

It's very relevant to your view. Yeah. So I I think I don't think people are going to listen beyond this time. So no it's uh uh see the how the algorithm in YouTube works is not like no it's not in the way like what I do is like the long form content I make it as shorts so we talk a lot in the long form content right like you know I mean if it is quite interesting people should okay you you edit you you edit you edit it huh got it so basically uh I also did one interview on the orgasmic uh thing basically uh it's her name is bestie blanker baker she is from US I think maybe four years ago I had this particular uh podcast basically she wrote some two book books on orgasms and stuffs like that and how she's faking that in uh you know while having a relationship how she's faking the orgasm and things like that my question will be did you have orgasm anytime Oh. Um, somehow, you know, it's funny. I've I didn't expect I'll talk about this, but for the longest time in my life, I never had an orgasm. For the longest, right around 38. Mhm. I'm 38.

maybe till um late early 30s also I never had an orgasm through another person right and also even now it's very difficult for me through another person it happened through self Mhm. You know what I mean?

It happens mostly through self Mhm. pleasing. Mhm. And um yeah, it is what it is. It's very funny. Mhm. Yeah. So, how was your orgasm story? If you like to share I can share it. It's very funny. So, I I was actually for the longest time I was worried. Okay. Something is wrong with me. Why am I not you know climaxing?

What's wrong with me? Something wrong with my body? I used to like go lot because my first sexual experience was very bad. It was an arranged marriage and I was a virgin till my marriage and um it was just the morta the first night and the peer pressure you know and my and I was not in this ruin for me you know. M so and everything happens around after that right everything else happens after your first experience obviously so I was very closed it was an arranged marriage that failed so years and years and years I was a pleaser or whatever I was not really focusing on my I was not selfish you know and I think it's a trait of being a giver and a pleaser so I was not focusing on myself till the time I met this lady in Bangalore. I moved to Bangalore for an year in 200 17 sometime for a job. There's this doctor. There's this lady I met who asked me to um buy a toothbrush, a vibrating toothbrush.

Back in the day the sex toys was not also not also a big thing. It was a little taboo in my head. She asked me to buy a you know you know use a vibrating toothbrush instead of a vibrator and I still remember it was funniest experience of my life. My first orgasm was through a toothbrush.

Yeah, it's an actual true story. There is no I didn't make it up. Then that that's when I as I told you it's all you know my orgasms were all discovered my by myself mostly. Yeah. And I want to add one more thing. Yeah.

Sorry. So this this is kind of brush gas like brush brush brush gasm for sure. Yeah. Yeah, if anybody is not able to afford uh buying uh vibrators, if it's it's too expensive, the easiest thing is to buy is a vibrating toothbrush. Works very well.

Yeah. Yeah. So, one more interview I forgot to mention. I interviewed this extremely renowned lady called Paula Kuran. Mhm. Very old uh American. M who introduced Reiki to India. You know Raiki? Yes. Yes. Yes. Energy healing.

She introduced Reiki. She introduced Reiki to India. I got an opportunity to pick up from airport and I spent days with will blow your mind. She talks about she about rainbow body and became a rainbow and how she met some people who would walk through the wall, you know, and you know create snow. Oh my god, she blew my mind. She blew my mind. And she worked with so many energies and people and of course she must be in 70s. Mhm.

But she looks like she's 50. You must listen to her narrative also which is there on my Spotify. Paula Paula her name is Ricky healer. Ricky healer. She's also very very significant. Mhm. Yeah. Mhm. So when you mention the rainbow you know about the rainbow gathering this is happens with the hippies. I've been I've been in one of the rainbow gathering which was in Himachel. So basically there are lot of uh I mean life if you look into the life life is different in a different perspective like you know there is lot of steps happens in the life. So maybe a lot of conditioning and things like that. So if you look into here what happens you are allowed to do whatever you want to do and uh this is really crazy if somebody who is not the part of the family if looking into that from some other dimension they will feel like a bunch of crazy people are in the middle of uh you know the um middle of the forest or something that sort like you know so the rainbow gathers a lot of significance in the uh in the Um the totality basically like correct correct yeah are called the rainbow children. Yeah I had a podcast on that with uh one uh women called Linda. We met in Nepal. I mean we been we met in the uh rainbow gathering and we've been traveling in Nepal basically. So we had the uh podcast over there in the uh what is about the rainbow gathering and things like that like you know you maybe can check into that. Yeah. So you are I'm going to check some of your narrators.

So you have uh written any of books you are planning to write any of the book? I just started there. There are some pages there. I just started writing. I can make it out you are. Yeah, I can make out like you are they you are about to give birth to some books or something like but the title is see because you know I'm such a deep person. Mhm. I stopped meeting everybody in that depth. I meet people on the surface. Mhm. And if they are connected we can travel deeper or higher or whatever. Mhm. But my filter of life is comedy. I'm trying to get into acting in comedy roles because I believe comedy is the ultimate emotion for me. The ultimate emotion I feel is comedy. Mhm. Mhm. Mhm. Is not no next life you know it is the liberation. It is the liberation. It's absolutely the liberation. Mhm. So that's what I keep emphasizing on dharma moka right I'm getting deeper into these subjects now moka is liberation so talking about my book Arun it's going to be chill the [ __ ] out chill the [ __ ] out by vi shi mhm so in this I'm going to talk about what I went through as a teenager as a lover as a wife as an IT employee employer and entrepreneur as a hostess as a podcaster. So the different avatars of my life but everything comprehends too. Mhm. For me everything is comedy. Mhm. I want to simplify life for everybody and tell everything is comedy. Don't take life so seriously. That's the bottom lane, right? Chill the [ __ ] out. Mhm. Oh my god. I'm not getting a job. I'm not finding a job. I'm not finding a boy. I want to marry somebody. No, no. Chill the [ __ ] out. That's my essence. If you chill, once you relax, everything you'll get.

You raise your frequency. First relax and then just be and just raise your frequency. How do you raise your frequency? Of course, there's meditation, all of that. But I believe in giving Arun. I believe in first you give anything to people, you'll get it.

Mhm. I don't believe in first taking. I first believe in giving. You give whenever I travel also I carry biscuits for dogs or cats or whatever. I feed you know keep giving. For me it's animals. For you it may be orphans or something else or your mother or your grandmother.

Keep giving love first then you'll get in abundance. Right now I feel I have everything in abundance. See I'm I'm a middle- class person. My father died. One divorce happened. Business has gone. Mhm. uh all that happened but I nothing can shake me by know I feel because the depths of reality is what I've seen already nothing beyond that can go wrong is what I feel for me and death is comedy for me death is transformation I don't I I believe in death as a beautiful entity I I believe I die every day and come back again so yeah it's it's so beautiful to experience and to be living this life Mhm. But the only thing is we are all connected as humans in the cosmos, right? We all genuinely connected through invisible thread. But the people the people around us are unhappy and I love my beer, you know. I'm not like, oh, I'm a yogi. I'm spiritual. Don't talk to me. Bad words. I'm not like that because I coming from Shiva consciousness first. I went inward first. Right now in Krishna consciousness, Krishna consciousness Bhagat Gita is all about how to navigate through the materialistic world. Mhm.

You know, you have so many energies you can't control it. The idea of Krishna consciousness to me is how to navigate through the materialistic world and how to win the battle of your life. You know what I mean? How to how do you identify?

First I went to Shiva. Now I'm in Krishna. People first go to material and then go last they go Shiva inward namash. First I went namash. Now I'm like harrishna. So the thing is like you're trying to do movies actually right like you know you told me like your father was a producer and stuffs like that like what how do you look into the movie? Because uh if we look into my podcast, I had one podcast with one actress, her name is Deep Shi. Uh she is doing some uh uh uh te uh not into the theatrical movies like you know one or two movies she had did uh um and also I think two actresses came into my uh podcast. One is Christina Saka. He did the Kama Sutra 3D which has never been came out like so there is two actresses has been there.

So how do you see your movie? What you want to Right. So um I wanted to give a brilliant conclusion the last topic which I forgot. I'll get there. Mhm. Um anyway so my father was a movie producer. My my my uncle was a film journalist who started a magazine for catering to film people only back in the days called Wender. Mhm. So my influence was a lot you know I my influence was a lot of my father people and all. So my father has produced movies with a brilliant renowned director called Jandiala. Mhm. Very famous in Telo films Jiala. M so my childhood memory is to bunk school and be on the set. Mhm. To bunk school and just go travel you know you know interacting with heroins and all of this a little. My other uncle was also stage artist you know dramas and all. So I have it in blood but when I was interested in acting my dad never allowed me for obvious reasons. He then I did my engineering and arranged marriage. All of that happened but again my soul came back to the art and movies through my coffee shop in my coffee shop. I met a lot of people especially directors and actors who write who used to write who used to have coffee and write the scripts at my coffee shop. So there was one director Vun Readyi who was person who was directing a film and he gave me a role which I acted which is in post production now. Mhm. Mhm. So since I emphasize on comedy, all the movies that my father produced were also essence of comedy. What what do com comedy movies talk about? It's a it's a very satire satire. It's a satire on society. Mhm. Actually comedians are the most deep.

Mhm. Even any you take all these characters very deep souls but to to be able to make the other person laugh is the toughest I feel. It's actually extreme. It's very easy to cry on the screen. It's very difficult to make other person laugh right so somehow since childhood because of my upbringing or even in my family my dad was very funny my brothers are all very funny people very witty sense of humor we try to make the mood lighter you know we we try to just do comedy and not serious you know so I'm very influenced by the emotion comedy so and also in Telugu if you look at So there are a lot of male but there's many female comedian role somewhere not comedian comedian I can I have I have one script coming my way in which I can't reveal things but it's around a philosophical character I can play a goddess or a hippie also you know what I mean but what I really connect is comedy So and also definitely I think my route right now the book is only till podcast but I have a feeling I I'll get into production movie production co-direction I don't know I don't I'm interested in directing also by now so you should make people laugh and cry at the same time and throw a nice bottom line as a model of the story that's what I believe in I don't believe in oh be let's be serious do yoga forever. No, I don't believe in that. I believe have a beer or be useful to the world.

My narrative from being just be selfish, live for yourself. I don't believe in this [ __ ] Mhm. You are here on earth co-creating something. You have your role. You have your own carrot stick. You have your own USB. I really wish and I really think we all should add value otherwise there's no point you Arun you're sitting in Kerala and doing this podcast meeting these people bringing in the narrative this is your dharma this is your journey every in the same way I feel everyone should connect to their roots and identify what they're good at you know what I wish I did my mass communication and journalism I would have feel very But I did electronics and instrument you know all of that because nobody back in the day there was not a there's not much awareness of identifying people's strength. Mhm. Now parents are little evolved they see their children painting whatever whatever back in that everybody engineering masters USA do computers IT job. So for me the narrative has changed because I've unlearned.

Okay, this is I want to tell it's funny as I I I really if I do standup there's going to be opening line, you know. If I do if at all I do standup comedy, there's going to be opening line because it's really that true and funny. when my friends were when my friends were genuinely um going for masters right when they were studying further I got into a job when they were getting married I was getting divorced when they were having kids I'm dating you know and when they are you know in a they're going to spiritual part saying chill the [ __ ] out have beer against the tide. I've been the odd one out every time in life. The black sheep of the family. So people think, "Oh, she's so happy she's single. Oh, nothing. No responsibility." Like Osha says, freedom comes with a lot of responsibility.

Mhm. It's not easy to be single. It's not easy to be without responsibility. Right now I my everyday prayer is I I pray for the entire cosmos not just humans. So the when we are speaking about the uh movie which you are trying to do that we can expect in you are submitting something in the direction of acting and stuffs like that.

Yeah. Yeah. acting only know I played a mother a hippie mother also a very funny character I'm trying to tell my daughter who is getting married and why do you want to get married still the [ __ ] out so it's like he's really funny it's really funny so that it is a movie or it's a movie theater movie it's a feature movie it's it's a feature it's a feature movie hopefully it'll come in the also didn't release it was supposed to release two years back but hopefully this year or next year yeah Mhm. So you want But thank you so much. You want to try to do some sort of short films or something in the coming time?

Yeah, I do theater. I do some the I did some theater short films. Anything that comes my way. That's what I'm trying to say. I like to connect, collaborate, co-create. Anybody who's I don't ask whatever comes my in Krishna'sness there is no free will minimalistic I try to keep my desires as minimum I I mean I'm not achieved 100% at least 30 40% I'm I'm there because I don't ask a man do you want to be date me go on a date I don't ask I don't pursue I want this can you give me that I don't I I'm absolutely observing my own life.

Whatever comes my way, I choose. There's a choice, right? Some things come your way. If something very nice comes my way, of course, why not? Yeah. But right from my social how do people can connect with you whether they want to do the podcasting or movies or whatever whatever there is.

Mostly Instagram. Instagram. I'm very active on Instagram like how connected. No. Or Facebook. What's the your Instagram ID? It's called Bagi. Uh it's called Bagi Shavi. B H A G I I. Mhm. S H R A V A N I. Bi Shavani. Mhm. And my uh I call it's a social entrepreneurship that I do. My page is called humans of Nirvana.

So if somebody wants to look at my work, my community work and art and artists and connecting and all of that. Mhm. Humans of Nirvana and Bish. Okay. So thank you for joining me today and if somebody want to connect with you, they could connect you via Instagram or whatever. So you can send me the link so that I can put it in the description of this particular video so that people could find you out. Yeah.

Thank you for that. I'm so happy that you connected with me. I usually don't connect with everyone. It's just the energy right Arun. The minute you said I saw your profile with Tantra MT and all of this art and I was very intrigued and um I genuinely feel humans like you are also very not many people. Mhm. You know so with the knowledge and exposure and broad mind and things like that. So and the alignment of our energies with the similar art patterns of triangles and all of this is also very very intriguing to me. So thanks a lot for choosing me and also the kind of questions that you asked right like I always visualized me telling this to the world you know when I'm successful I don't know how successful I am by now but you interviewing me and making me feel special I feel successful already you know what I mean thank you so much and please send me the sample of your tea I'm going to promote it try it and then I'll meet you definitely when you're in Bangalore or when you are in Hyderabad or whatever whenever the divine timing unfolds. Okay. Thank you so much. Yeah.

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